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Apr 1st 2017!⃝This is what I think about it. The first section is told in the point of view as Jesus (or how the Jesus story goes). He's wondering why he's crucified if he did nothing wrong and if this is some kind of sick joke. After the intro, the story transitions to one's own life. Again, wondering.. why me?! I see some abuse taking place by a parent or an authoriative figure. There is another adult that knows the abuse is happening but looks the other way. This other adult is close to the person telling the story. This could be about a father molesting a child and the mother turning a blind eye.
The person that could have made it stop but ignores it ends up dying many years later (the mom). The son has trouble feeling sad that she died. And thoughts flood his mind of anger. He felt so angry when she was alive. She didn't do anything to make him angry. But that's exactly it. By her chosing to do nothing, was still a choice. And all choices have consequences. The result is a very emotionally scarred individual who could have been saved.. so many times.
The storyteller realizes that their life is just passing by and they want to make a choice to live it and enjoy it instead of constantly reliving their painful past.
So they decided they are done feeling mentally dead and alone. They compare their soul as totally void of any life, as if, just like a body buried in the cemetary. But they are tired of feeling this way. It's an incredibly hard decision to NOT feel this way and one they will likely have to work on daily but they are going to unlock that God dam door between their own mental prison and the world outside. Get me out of this fucking cemetery. I'm not dead! I need to just go for it and make a big change, pass through those cemetery gates and get me out out of here. The next time I spend this much time in a cemetery, I better be physically dead.
*None of this is based on fact and this is solely my high interpretation.
