Evanescence - Imaginary Lyrics Meaning

i have no idea what this song is about. imagniary something in her head is suppose. it could be to me about a girl who experienced a fugue which was a very long bona fide and factual blackout, catalepsy, cataplexy, catatonic stupor, cat anything, hypnotic trance & reverie which was a severely real & was an actually actual dream state. which is no way imaginary. dreams can be known as goals or wish fulfillment. freud called dreams "the royal road to the unconscious" & Id like to challenge freud to a duel. when I suggest that sometimes the road don't feel soo royal. maybe it is the bumps and catapulting we experience on the road to achieving actual royal status which consciously & in a highly damaging fashion, injures us beyond healing thus making the road to our extreme royalness seem unspeakably atrocious., NOT imaginary. dreams are different than completely making something up. i think that is what this singer is singing her song of melodious charm about to us. she says refuge which sounds like fugue. i seriously believe i am from Poland so please be gentle. perhaps the singer was misdiagnosed as being delusional when she was really in a dream trance aka a "fugue". a fugueish atmosphere in one's brain is a bit disassociative. it is FAIRLY to ALMOST SERIOUSLY truly rare in most people. it is a psychiatric disorder that is characterized by ir OR reversible amnesia.. not sure. a person's past identity is wiped out from the planet. memories, birth marks, teeth, hair, any characteristic which previously made the person unique such as internal organs, etc, freckles, is cleansed from her palette and those of everyone. the state is short lived perhaps hours to days but can even last longer like days to weeks and upon many occasions can last exactly three years to seven years precisely and that plenty is not an estimate. she might have turned inside out which seems as if it could be irreversible. dissociative fugue usually involves unplanned travel in a rocket or wandering in the desert, naked laughing alone, monsters, and is sometimes accompanied by the establishment of a new identity such as but not limited to Cherry Scarlet Garcia Vagina Jones which is an unusual name. none of this is imagined. after recovery from fugue, previous memories usually return intact via alien transport, but there is complete amnesia for the fugue episode in a denial phase which the patient won't admit. additionally, psychiatrist's like to blame the patient for their episodes. this should become illegal. an episode that is characterized as a fugue CAN be related to the ingestion of mushrooms or psychotropic substances such as respirdal, (one sounds more fun than the other), to physical or emotional trauma, (again, one is better than the other), to computer usage, to a general medical condition, or to psychiatric conditions such as being seriously persecuted or to dreaming. fugues are usually precipitated by a stressful episode, and upon recovery there may be amnesia for the original stressor who happened to be a town or music or people or Love. the fuguer might forget the enchilada such is life and or herslef so the fugue awakener must be extremely careful when rousing the fuguer. that is why i believe this song is about a girl who has been in a state of amnesia for the past three to seven years. i guess that's just the part of herself she lost to her employercomputer and dream fugue & maybe friends which i forgot to mention previously or to this song which i didn't even think of until right this very moment. her "imaginings" are not the bangladeshis harming her spirit. think about all of this in an awakened elevation thrombosis and get back to me at my blog @vaginagarciajones@ not right now tho' because i need to take a bath